♥ this is me letting you go.

To my once favourite person whom I once madly in love with, Mr K...

I have come to a realization,

Please treat and love her harder. 

Dont hurt her like you hurt me.

Showers her with your love and never ignore or give her silent treatment like you gave me.

I will always pray for our happiness, even if we didnt end up together.

Tak apa, Allah dah susun cantik cerita kita. Thank you for our beautiful 6years.

Maybe you are the lessons of my life.

Even how much we love each other, tapi kalau Allah dah kata kita tak ada jodoh bersama, maka Allah akan pisahkan kita jugak.

Maybe both of us thought we have give our best, even thought the fact is both of us didnt work hard enough to keep us going (Well, thats the reason that makes us apart. Thats what makes the two of us. You know that)

But yea, for god sake, I deserve to be happy and to be treated with love. Not by on-off and uncertainty you gave me. The way you treat me shows it all. 

I deserve much more from someone who said he truly loves me. I am not happy, and youre not happy.

Separation and letting you go is the only way to make me happy.

Its okay, in Allah I put my trust and faith.

Kalau Allah kata kita ada jodoh bersama, Allah akan pertemukan kite semula pada waktu yang tepat.

Tapi kalau Allah dah tulis kite tak ada jodoh bersama, Allah akan pertemukan kite dengan seseorang yang lebih baik untuk diri masing2.

Indeed, Allah is the best planner. 

The Greatest Writers of all.

Jaga diri ya. Take care.

And this is me letting you go :)

There is no more me and you. No more izzka. Bye

5-8-2014 till 20-3-2020

izzka - izzkafazenan | 03:13 12.8.2020